It is good to have Bestfriends, but what can you do if you can't find any?

Would you be the one and only bestfriend? Would you bother to call me a friend? What's more for a BESTfriend?

I am still in search of it.

I wish i had braces. :(

And what the hell, these few days there are plenty of random people who added me on msn. EVERY SINGLE DAY! But it is werid. I do not know any of them, and all of them chat in the same way, and it is very disgusting.

let me tell you how they chat.

WERIDO> Hey
Me> ?
WERIDO>i'm 21/f your a male right?
Me> No.
WEIRDO>nice, I just got off work and finally got some time to relax which site did i msg you from again?
Me> WHAT?
WEIRDO>I am a little busy right now, trying to upload some new pics to my photobucket if ya wanna check them out go htpp;//photobucket.com/JustMe333 (DO NOT CLICK, it may be virus) tell me what ya think :-)

All of them reply like that with different photobucket.com link. WHAT THE HELL.
This is freaking scary. I wonder how they gotten my email. I'm scared.

These are the email:

1. jenibaylis5117@hotmail.com

2. joleenmcclamroch06@hotmail.com

These are only a few which i had block and report abuse.

I feel that they are disgusting and I am wondering how they have gotten my email. Fucking hell. Just beware of them and never ever click the links they have given you, i am thinking that, that is a virus link. Just becareful.

Packing my room is fun fun fun, and funny too. Now i keep a memory box, I put many things inside, like the diary, pictures, notes and gifts. Most of it were my primary school stuff.

Primary school life was like OMG and stupid and childish. But those are all the happy memories, rather funny too. Hees.. I am glad that the Primary 6 outing turn out great even though some people could not make it. I am happy when i see those smiles that they has on their faces. Everyone had become taller, and more mature. Ya la, handsome and pretty too. Haas, I cant believe it, i type that. OMG! My primary 6 class only have 9 girls, other 31 are like guys. Most girls were present on that day! :) Manz, i regret not giving every single one of them a big hug, esp cheng hian. Cheng Hian, I still remember our Primary 6 wish, that we will go ride the Singapore Flyer together. :) Soon ok? I totally love my primary 6 school life.   

While secondary school like was not as stupid as the primary school life. But it was as childish. I can still remember that on the first day of school I was lost in Tanglin school compound. (I know very stupid) The first friend i made in class was Gera i think. HAHA! Then at i dont know when, I form a grp name ARGX. ARGX, consists of 4 ladies, Rach, Gera, Xinyi and me. As the years went on, our relationship drifted. But thank god, by sec 4, our relationship was getting better without xinyi. :( By Secondary 3, gotten to form another group name Panties Leaking. Ya, I know the name is stupid. REAL STUPID! I forgot how we got the name. But Panties Leaking ladies relationship isnt that great too, we had our own problem. Arghh, forget it, skip. Secondary school life is rather difficult and more challenging, it thought me many things like how people change and how I should move on when doesn't go my way. I learn to see people, like not to see only the surface but also deeper. I made quite a number of friends that, but i still have not found my _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _. I know i found my boyfriend. Haha! Dumb. Secondary school life is seriously challenging like we need to know how to deal with friendship problems and the peer pressure of this and that. HAAs, but who cares, Secondary school life is OVER! NO MORE TANGLIN SEC! FREEDOM!

But i think Poly life isnt as easy as most people are thinking now. Prepare for the worst. WAHAHAHAHA!

I miss my childish and dumb primary school life, it was easy and carefree. I miss my (Primary 6) friends too. Shit! I type that again.

That's should be it, Goodbye. Love, Amanda:)  

WHY THE FUCKING PIMPLES LIKE TO BE LIKE THE ENTERANCE OF THE NOSE! :(

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Pics are not in order!

THESE PICS ARE HIGHLY OVERDUE! :)

love, Amanda!

HAPPY DAY! NEW COLORS OF NAILS! NEW RING!! 

YOHOHO! I WENT SHOPPING TODAY! I BOUGHT MY FAV SHOE! HEHE <3

i feel like puking, i need a can of 100 plus.

feelin damn awful. 

I wish i have a real space to grumble all the shit out. Damn.